What to Do...

My good friend Daniela used to always wobble her head and say "what to do, what to do?" when we would talk and a decision needed to be made or when something just seemed ridiculous. Today, I find myself thinking of her and doing the same thing as I contemplate what is next in my life. I have been interviewing and contacting schools in hopes of landing another international job next year. I feel pulled in all kinds of different directions... one: to just stay here and see what life brings me (although I can't afford it), two: move back to Canada and try to find a way to fit in there, three: move to Turkey and take the job there if it is offered, four: not take that job if it is offered and hope for something else to come along. *sigh* I just don't know what to do, so in tribute to my good friend, I am wobbling my head and saying, "what to do, what to do?"